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Addictions

Another day comes to end . As I sit at my desk to leave office I think what is it that I have been trying to do all day. I have been trying to meet more people , know the ones I have already met better. But WHY??? I just don't know . Another day spent but I don't know the purpose of my life. Another day spent without knowing what is in store tomorrow .What will I want to do tomorrow .

I listen to music but I don't know why I am listening to them. These seem to be the tunes that make me smile. How??? I don't know. I listen to songs. Those are the words I want to hear. They seem unreal .They seem to be telling me stories that are impossible to realize. They seem to be telling me things that I already know. They seem to be telling me the feelings that are so clear. That don't need to be spelt out. But still I like them. I listen to them all the time.

posted by Pramod @ 7:45 PM 0 people say ...

my first blog ever :)

I don't know why I am doing this . Maybe because of sheer boredom. I am not this kinda person who keeps writing about things around him or things happening to him . (excuse the gender bias *whatever that means*) Hell I am not even the kinda person who thinks about such stuff . My lifez pretty empty and open . Everyone knows it . Maybe because the upstairs is sleeping .Its always been sleeping but i don't know how I keep going . How I survived today. How I am going to survive tomorrow . I can be the best example of a man who has nothing in his life. No aim no ambition no feelings no reasoning hell I am a robot . but atleast robot does what its programmed to do . I don't do even that.

posted by Pramod @ 7:28 PM 0 people say ...